Note before you read: This is different than my other stories which are usually based on true events. This story is COMPLETELY MADE UP. It’s not based on anything. It was requested and I became a little obsessed with figuring everything out (I don’t even know why because I don’t think Justin would do it.) And you should know that I don’t like Jasmine so if you like her, excuse me that she sounds like a bitch. It’s just a story tough. Oh and to the one who requested: I hope it turned out the way you wanted it, please let me know what you think. Now you can read :)
My eyes burned from crying but the tears just wouldn’t stop falling down my cheeks. My phone rang for the eight time but it felt like much more than that. I tried to stop thinking about what I just found out but the thoughts kept coming and coming, imaginary pictures were burning in my mind like they wanted to punish me. How could he do this to me?
I heared the doorbell ring. Why can’t y’all leave me alone?
“Babe, it’s me. Is everything alright? You didn’t answer the phone?” I heared a voice. His voice. The voice I didn’t wanted to hear. Not at all.
“LEAVE!” It was supposed to be a scream but my voice sounded just like I felt.
“What?” He sounded surprised.
“LEAVE!” I repeated, louder this time. “I never want to see you again.”
“What happened?” He asked. Like he didn’t knew. “Babe, open the door, please.”
“You won’t be staying here anyway.”
“The fuck, Selena. What is going on?”
All of my sadness turned into madness suddenly. I ripped the door open just to see him standing there, looking handsome as always.
“How can you even ask me that?” I asked and he looked confused.
“Did you think I wouldn’t find out? Did you think you can just fuck some other girl and I wouldn’t care?” He looked at me shocked.
“I don’t even know what’s more disgusting. That you did it with her or that you just lied right into my face, invited me to dates, bought me stuff, told me you loved me and acted like nothing happened.” I wiped away the tears that streamed down my face.
“I trusted you. I never thought you would … Well, seems like I thought wrong.”
“Babe, I … “
“Don’t call me like this!” I yelled at him. “We’re done!”
“Selena, please listen to me.”
“There’s no need for you to say something.” I told him and was about to close the door but he quickly went in.
“Not until you listen to me.” He said.
“You can’t force me to listen.” I said angrily but he didn’t seemed to care.
“It was at a party -” He started but I cut him off.
“Do you really think I wanna know how you did it with her?” I screamed.
“I was drunk -“
“Do you think that makes it any better? Do you think that’s a good excuse?”
“Would you just listen to me for a second. I want you to know it.” He said looking at me for a few seconds before he continued. “I was drunk. Not too much but I knew I shouldn’t have drunk anything at all - “
“Then why did you do it?” He just ignored my comment. “And then Jasmine sat down next to me. I wanted to go but she grabbed my wrist and told me to stay. I told her there’s no reason to stay. She said we could just talk and I was too drunk …. She ordered two drinks, she basically filled me up.”
I didn’t wanted to hear anything anymore. I didn’t wanted to hear his voice, his words were like knives.
“It just happened, I don’t remember it anymore. I just - I’m sorry.”
“Sorry is not enough to make up what you’ve done to me.”
“I know.” He said looking at the ground. “But she doesn’t mean anything to me, I, I don’t love her.”
I laughed sarcastically. “She meant enough for you to fuck her.”
“Like I said, I was drunk. I would have never cheated on you if I -“
“Well, but you cheated on me. And you never even had the balls to tell me. I had to find it out from a friend. Do you even know how embarassing that is? But you just kept lying to me.”
“I just lied about this thing, I never lied about my feelings for you, never. I love you.”
“Lying about this thing , as you like to call it, is already too much, Justin. Please leave. Please. And don’t ever come back again.”
He looked at me, tears in his eyes and he touched my hand for a second before he nooded and opened the door.
“I’m sorry. I know I screwed up, I know I never deserved you but .. I love you, Sel. You should know that.”
And then he was gone.
I broke down crying, I was laying on the floor and my whole body was shaking, I didn’t had any control about any part of my body anymore. How could he do this to me?
I’m a little curious, did you guys like it?